CRANKY

Okay, so all this "wisdom" and positive thinking is complete bulls#*!  to me today!  I don't feel like going back to work, I am tired of having holes in my head filled with scars and I am just down right cranky and unbearable.  I know it is shallow and I should be grateful, for which I am, but today I am having a bad day!  What the hell am I going to do with myself?  I don't want to be home, I don't want to go to work, I don't want to be a PTA mom.  WTH?  Someone, please!